In the last 24 hours, I’ve had thoughts of the future. Good thoughts. Usually, they’re bad thoughts.

What if Luca could walk?! How would my life change? He’d be so cute toddling along. I’d have to have patience and wait for him- but it’d be so worth it. Him climbing into his car seat. Him holding hands with his sister. Him maybe even kicking a soccer ball? Or my daughter’s dream; playing tag with her brother?!

Yesterday, Luca stood against my legs. Did the same at childcare and then the same with his Nonna. Later, his dad encouraged him to stand (holding his hands) and (super) slowly, he put one foot over and in front of the other. It’s a start!!!

Merry fricken Christmas!

Time flies when you’re having fun! And we are having fun! Luca has been completely off his anti-seizure medicine for the past few weeks- and no known seizures to report.

In October, Luca was given the opportunity and honor to be the Page boy at my good friend, Nats, wedding. Nat asked if both my children would be a part of her day about 18 months ago. I turned to her with pride, hope and horror. “I’m not sure Luca will be with us, and if he is, in what compacity…” Nat said she wanted to have him apart of the day- and if he didn’t make it, then at least we all knew he was wanted to be in the party.

Luca WAS pageboy. Nat’s maid of honor, Hannah, held Luca as they walked down the aisle. We pinned the rings to a cushion, and then tied this around his wrist (he can’t hold things for long). Hannah then walked over to the best man, who took the rings from Luca. I then collected Luca from Hannah’s arms…. and hey presto- Luca’s job as page boy was fulfilled! What a beautiful moment and I’ll be forever thankful to Nat & Cam for their special day- which was as special for us!

Christmas is coming! So, I got cracking on those cheesy Santa photos. This is our 3rd year with Luca in them. I will get as many as I can in future years.

We have a few medical appointments coming up. Dentist next week, due to Luca’s grinding of teeth! Also, waiting for results from HARVARD research. Will we get any results?! Time will tell. Merry Christmas and a happy new year to you all. Xo